Wednesday, June 12, 2013

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Ana madri etha knt a7ba wela la. 

Bs ely 9arly mnah kfaya.

5ala9 reema leave him alone.

Hatha ely allah katba :') 

w hw y7ib w7da thania al7en! 

Leave him alone! he's happy without you.. And I'm happy without him too.. 

I'll never forget that four months :') it was the best days of my life so far.. 

I hope I can found someone who will love me no matter what.. Wa7id gad kilmtia y'6al mtmasik feni.. Ma y5leni mn awl 6reg.. 

I know ana '3ala6t bs lazim yfham ana leih sweit kitha :') 

I wrote this story 3shan awa9il risala lkil bnt t7iss ina el7ub ajmal shay bldnya la wallah! there's a lot of things t'3ni 3n el7ub there's Allah:') itha klhum ra7u Allah mayro7 abd :'), there's your family too, 9dgouni just like khalid 3alaqatna makant mara bs kl wa7d kan lo elthani y6lib ro7ah y36eh.. :') and there's your parents 6b3an.. Be close to them.. Make them feel like they're your friends.. And yeah friends!.. Akthar nas yfhmouna. Y7soun fena. B3'6hm 3ashw tjrbtna, b3'6hm knhm i5wanna :') there's so many things in life you have to be thankful for.. You have your health.. You have money.. You have peace in your country.. You have a lot of things..

Remember just one of them when you're sad.. Just smile and say الحمد لله على كل حال ♥ 
Kil shay خيره believe me. 

I lovvve you my lovely readers.. Without your support I won't write it wallah il3a'6em<33 thankyou so much!

A7bkum.

The End.

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I replied: "Leish I have to know?:p"

He replied: "mdri ketha bs :p"

I replied: "aha:p"

He replied: "ed3eely please mara 5ayf:("

I replied: "inshallah abd3elk. Lat5af inshallah mu 9ayr shay"

He replied: "40% nisbat nja7 il3melya:s"

I replied: "allah gadr 3ala kil shay bs ent ed3i:*"

He replied: "a7is ena 9idig hathy a5ir ayam 7ayati madri leih"

I replied: "3bdallah don't say that. Ed3i w bas"

He replied: "inshallah"

7aram.

Bs leih ygoli ana?

Leih ygoli 5ayf?

W his girlfriend wein ra7at leih maygolha?

Ma3ly mina..

Mu hy t7iba akthar mny? 5ala9.

Allah ygwma bel salama.

B3d one week.

5l9na finals. It's summer vacation. Bnro7 LA w NY.

Bs mb al7ein b3d two weeks.

3bdallah arsly message.

"Reema mmkn a6lb 6alab?"

I replied: "yes?"

He replied: "mmkn n7aki b3'9? Ena nrja3 zy gbl? Lein il3mleya."

I replied: "na3am?"

He replied: "lna I fell ena 5la9 hathy a5r ayami w abi aswi feha 
ilashya2 ely a7bha"

Ana mn ilashya2 ely t7bha? :")

'9ag 9adri 3leih.

7aram.

I replied: "w your girlfriend ebtr'9a?"

He replied: "trkt;ha"

I replied: "leih:/?"

He replied: "lna ildoctor gal il3melya lw nj7at. Mar7 amshi zain. W 
ana mabi arb6 wa7da feny"

I replied: "mafhmt"

He replied: "reema please bs 7akeny al7ein bs one week. Il3melya yom 
il5amees"

A7akeh?

Wela a9er '3beya?

'3beya. Kil maygoli shay asma3 klama.

La mar7 a7akeh.

Bs 7aram galk ybi yswi ilashya2 ely y7bha..

7aram:(

3adi a9eir '3beya! Mskein hou.

Ab7akeh. Lein yom il3mleya bs.

I replied: "lein yom il3mleya bs. B3da la"

He replied: "etha 3isht b3da y9eir 5eir=))"

I replied: "6aib yallah solf"

He replied: "can I add you on bbm? A7san."

I replied: "ok 2*******"

He added me.

W g3dna nsolf.

Swalif 6be3eyyah.

Kna he's my friend.

Kil maygol salfa 3nna aw shay a'3yr ilmw'9o3.

Kan hatha tuesday.

7aketa tuesday, wednesday and thursday.

Thursday belleil..

I've got a message mn unknow number.

"Hi reema shlonk? Ana nourah e5t 3bdallah. Ms7t ragmk mn jwal 
3bdallah. W 74aftik mn bbm. Etha galk golela ana mabek. W lw 7aketah 
thany matlomen ela nfsik. Mb kafy 5rbti 7yat ilwalad gbl tbein 
t5rbenha mra thanya? Madri galk wela la bs hou shaf wa7da w 3jbta w 
omi 7akat om ilbnt. Ya3ni ilwalad maybeik 5ala9 '39b tbeena? Wallah 
ana knt a7sb bas il3yal elplayers bs 6l3 feh bnat ba3ad:& a5r mara 
agollk w5ri 3na tra lw dreit enk 7akateh thany yawelk ana gltlk 
bel6eib al7ein bs lw masm3ty ilklam tra enty il5srana. :*"

WSH TBI HATHI?!

Ana 5rbt 7yata?

I replied: "ahlen. Awal shay latnaf5ein 3ly lni masht'3l 3ndk 6al 
3mrk. Thani shay u5uok hou ely jany w galy 7akeni gbl il3melya. W 
gltla ena b3d il3mleya eb trja3 llbnt ely t7bha. W etha 3la elplayer 
u5uok ilmu7tram adra eb halshay. W tra ma5af mnk 3lshan yaweli w ana 
il5srana. Ana mabeh mn gbl lat7akeni inti ya 7yati. Bs tra lou 9arla 
shay enti ilsbb:*"

Rude.

Rude be ma3na ilkalima.

9a7 enha cute w t7b u5ouha bs mb hal eslob.

Ya3ni ana lw mkanha 9a7 aswi ketha. Bs a7ki eb adab.

Matdri 3n u5uoha w t76 elbalwa 3ly..

A7san jt mn rbi. Ana mabe a7akeh a9lan.

She replied: "ba3aaad tdrein 3n ilbnt. Gweyaat 3ein 9idig! Allah ystr 
3leina bas! W5ry 3na w la yekthar 7kyk"

OMG! MATST7I!

Mardeit 3leiha.

5la9 I won't talk to 3bdallah again. M3ndk krama yal5bla?

Mta maybeik tjena?

G3d three days marsl shay.

On monday arsl pin message.

"Fj2a your number e5tfa w r7ti mn bbm:S weink? :/"

Mardeit.

W '6l yrsl lein yom il3mleya.

"Ana bel mstshfa al7ein. Bkrah il3mleya. 5aif 3leik 9idig:s a5af ykon 
9ayrlk shay:s"

Mardeit.

Days passed. Ma7akani.

5ift. :s

B3d esbo3 mn il3mleya.

Sara kant 3ndi w m3ha jwali trsl il nfs;ha 9wr mna.

Arsl pin message.

"Reema rdi please 6mneni 5aif 3leik wallah il3'6em!"

Matdri ena 3bdallah.

She replied: "who are you?"

He replied: "I'm sorry I messed with the pincode. Sorry again."

She replied: "its ok"

He replied: "is that your mobile?"

She replied: "why?"

He replied: "I have to know"

She replied: "men tbi ent?"

He replied: "hatha pin wa7da esmha reema enti reema?"

She replied: "ya3ni tbi reema?"

He replied: "yes"

She replied: "mb m3ha iljwal al7ein. Tgdar tgoly ely tbi wana agolha"

He replied: "la 5ala9 3adi:p ya3ni iljwal mar7 yrj3lha abad?"

She replied: "ma a'6in"

He replied: "6aib can you tell her ena 9degtk norah zaina il7mdelillah 
w 6l3t mn il3mleya w hy b5eir"

She replied: "inshallah bs norah wshu?"

He replied: "golelha norah 9degtk w hy bt3rf"

She replied: "okay. Bs magltly mn ent?"

He replied: "I'm her friend's brother"

She replied: "ely hy norah?"

He replied: "yes"

She replied: "6aib. Bs latrsl messages thany lna lw a7ad '3eiry shafha 
mb zain."

He replied: "okay"

..

Sara: reema

Me: hmm

Sara: km norah t3rfen

Me: ha

Sara: km bnt esmha norah t3rfen?

Me: kther mdri

Sara: fe wa7da mnhum mswya 3mleya?

Me: mdri

Sara: mat3rfen norah ana ma3rfha 9a7?

Me: eeh

Sktt shway.

Sara: reema

Me: haa

Jt jambi.

Sara: reema 9a7 ensy 3bdallah bs mb ketha

Me: ha

Sara: et7aken wa7d thany 9a7?

I laughed.

Me: tobbbah a7aki wa7d thany wei3 karht els3odeyn kilhum

Sara: akeid?

Me: eeh hw wshfeik

Sara: hatha men 6aib

She showed me abdullah's messages.

Me: ashof

G3dt agrah.

Me: 7ywanna leish trdeeein

Sara: knt ab3rf mnhu hatha. Golely yallah men

Me: hatha 3bdallah yal5bla. G9da ena hou 6ala3 mn il3mleya. Allah 
yhdeik leih rdeti

Sara: ya3ni ma mat?

Me: La il7mdellah

Sara: 6aib. Wsh ybi y3ni?

I told her about norah w leih ana ma9rt ard 3leih.

Sara: jtni fkra.

Me: wshi

Sara: 36enei a7akeh

Me: mabi ard 3leih matfhmen

Sara: reema bs abswi shay wallah shay 9'3er mar7 a5leeih y7akek thany 
abad

I gave it to her.

Arsalat.

"Lw sm7t I asked her friends may3rfon wa7da esmha norah mswya 3mleya. 
Fa ent ya enk n9ab ya enk '3l6an."

He replied: "please tell me reema feha shay? Weinha hy? Leish 
mats2leenha?"

She replied: "mu sh'3lk feha shay wela mafeha. Goly men ent? W shlon 
t3rfha?"

He replied: "gltlk ana u5o 9degt;ha"

She replied: "6aib ya u5o 9degt;ha mmkn matrsl shay thany lna iljwal 
mar7 y'6l m3y lel abad w lw a7ad '3eiry shafa mar7 y9erlk la ent wla 
hy 5eir."

He replied: "6aib wallah I promise ena mar7 arsl shay thany bs golely 
feha shay?allah y5lek"

Dama3t. :")

She replied: "la mafeha"

Bas.

W 9idig ma3d arsal shay b3d halyom.

Safrna w rj3na w kil shay 6be3i..

Arsltla mn my laptop.

"Hey abdullah I'm Reema, jwali mub m3y al7en w my cousin galtli ina 
norah mdri wsho 3rft inha tg9dk lma galt 3mleya. elmohm el7mdllah 3la 
slamtk. 9dg fr7t yom galtli , bs kint bgolik ina el7mdllah mafeni shay 
la t5af. jwali mar7 yrja3li -.- w im sending this email mn her 
laptop ;p, atmnallk mn kll glbi 7yah s3eddah llabad.

Reema."

He replied: "Il7mdelillah ink eb5eir, mrra 5ft 3leik. Lma arslt w fj2a 
hathy rdt 3ly=)).
5ift a7sib a7ad 3rf w swolk shay:x
Jwalk mar7 yrja3 abad? Ya3ni mar7 aklmk thany?"

L3ba 3ndk ana..

I replied: "umm 7ta lw rj3. 7na etfgna ena a7akek gbl il3mleya bs w 
b3da trja3 il your normal life."

He replied: "la matfgna ketha:/ please"

I replied: "Ella. Abdullah 3shani please itha 9dg tbi m9l7tk w m9l7ti 
irja3 llbnt thek w la tklmni thani please! :)"

Mtg9da agolha. "m9l7ti w m9l7tk".

He replied: "We talked about this before reema lw sm7ti"

I replied: "Asfa bs gltlk km mra w itha mu m9dgni shof elchat history! 
Mangdr n9er m3 b3'9 wallah! Im sorry."

He replied: "la ma7keti eb hlmw'9o3 reema! Ma solfna 3na a9ln!"

I replied: "Itha mu m9dg kaifk :s mu b.edi i have to! Mabi y9er g9a 
thanya w mshakl thanya please w5r 3ni allah y5lek itha tbi m9l7ti w 
m9l7tk!!
Magdr a6wl lna mu 7gi, thankyou 3la kl shay w yalet hatha ykon a5r 
klam beinna. Bye"

He replied: "w tgolen enk t7beni! Bye"

I replied: "3MRK MAR7 TFHAMNI:)"

He replied: "WINTI 3MRK MAR7 T7SEEN FENY:)"

Ana ma7s feik?

W ma3ad arsl b3dha.

B3dein I started writing the story. :p

Eb bedayat ramadhan.

Arsal.

"Remember? Nfs hlwgt elsana eli fatt?"

I replied: "la lil asaf ma athkr"

He replied: "yaletni zyk ma at4kr"

I replied: "yalet"

..

Mabi abynla iny mt4krta wla lsa a7ba.

Hatha a5r shay lal7ein..

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I'm sorry kan em3lg shway.

------------

B3d two months.

Arsly message.

"Hey bs kint abslm 3leik wagolik ena il7mdelillah lgeit wa7da a7san 
mnk w t7bni akthr mnk, w I hope ena allah ys5rlk wld il7alal inti 
ba3ad, w yswi ely ana magdrt asweh, w tglein feh elashya2 ely 
malgeteha feny. Bs feh shay gahrni lal7en, wshu elshay ely k4bt 3lek 
feh? Please tell me."

Ma3rft wsh aswi.

Ymkn yk4b 3ly ybeni a'3ar bs?

Musta7eil! Kan ymot 3ly shlon ketha eb shahrein lga '3eiry?

Eeh akeid yk4b.

I replied: "il7mdelillah allah ys3dkum yarab. Amen bs ana mafkir eny 
a7ib al7ein. Abi ashid 7eily bel dirasa 3lshan a9eir doctor:p. W I'm 
sorry magdr agolk eb wshu k4bt. Lna mar7 y'3yr shy:*"

He replied: "7akena ahl ilbnt w 7jzoly eyaha w abstnaha lein mat5l9 w 
bnkml bra inshallah*-*. Please golellly reeema! Mar7 y'3yr shy belnsba 
lik! Lat9erein ananeyah reema please!"

7jzolk eyaha? Mashallah.

I replied: "5ala9 3bdallah tra az3jtni! Manib gayla w int;hena. :)"

He replied: "twni adri enk ananeyah! Bs mb '3areb 3leik!:)"

Ouch.

I cried a lot that night.

Ananeyah? I did everything 3lshank! W tgoli ananeyah?

Maydri ena lw a7ad dra. Bya54on kl shay mny. W I'll never talk to him 
again?

Maydri ena 3rft ena wa95 bs b3dni abeih?

Lw hw 3rf eny '9a7akt. '9a7akt bs! il wa7d, ymkn may7akeni abad.

Bs ma3leina. Ananeyah.

I replied: "eeeh ananeyah:)"

He replied: "tdrein ena omy mare'9a mara, w zawaj e5ty greib. W 
ilmshakil kilha. Matgdrein t9brein shwy?! Hathi mb ananeyah?"

:)

*oma 3ndaha cancer allah yshfeha yarab. Ed3olha please..*

I replied: "etha g3dt m3k mar7 ashfi omk wala ra7 a7l mshaklik. W 
b3dein ana magilt ana mb ananeyah. Eeh ananeyah:)."

He replied: "madri shlon knt a7sbk et7beni eb yom mn ilayam:)"

I replied: "DRAMA YARABEEH! Ee makint a7bk. Akrhkkk wshraykk:)?"

Ghrni. Wshu knt a7sbk et7beni?:")

Latg3d ttkalam wint matdri ana leih sweit kl hatha.

Skrt jwali. Mali 5lga.

W b3dein 9idig hou drama bzyada. 5la9 mu lgeit '3eiry? Leih t7akeni w 
t3atbni b3d?

Ughhhh!

Ent ilanany wallah mb ana!

Bdl maygoli eeh sha6ra kbrti eb 3einy.

Wallah mu m9dga. Kna 7ilm. :")

W3dtnii 3bdallah! May9eir matofy eb w3dk! :")

Allah ysam7a.

3adi allah by3w'9ni inshallah..

I told sara awal. W 3adi kan her reaction. Lni gltlha 3la "ilwa3ad" 
ely w3dni eyah.

I called her mn jwali ilthany.

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Sara: yahala bel 7ub

Me: sara 3bdallah maybeni *crying*

Sara: ha

Me: arsli message gali lgeit wa7da a7sn mnk *crying*

Sara: reema mnjdik wla tmz7ein

Me: wshu amz7 mnjdi sara *crying*

Sara: leish 6aib mu galk abji beitkm b3d snten w mdri wshu

Me: eeeeh hatha hou ilso2al ele ma3rft ejabta, he promised me sara 
*crying*

Sara: reema wgfi 9ya7 w 7akeni zy ilnas

Wgft.

Sara: yallah fhmeny

I told her kil shay.

Sara: allllahwakbr 3leeih. Ma amdaah

I cried thany..

Sara: BAS YA7MARA LAT9E7EIN. A9lan hou kalb maystahlk wallah maystahil 
sha3ra mnk halwa95

Me: sara ygoli ananeyah wana mswya kil shay 3shana

Sara: alllah ya54a yarab

Me: latd3ein 3leih sara 7aram

Sara: b3dk etdaf3ein?

Me: 7aram. Allah ya54a? w oma w 5wata ? 7aram 3leik

Sara: 6aib ana il9b7 abjeik. Magdr al7ein namu kilhum. Abeik tfhmeni 
ilsalfa thany

Bkrah jum3a.

Me: inshallah

Sara: reema latz3lein. Trah 7ywan wallah maystahlik wallah

W '6lt tsolf lein manmt:").

A7ibha wallah il3a'6em:").


Days passed normally.

Shahar.

Shahrein.

Thalath shhor.

Arba3 shhor.

9arlna six months.

Bein kl fatra w ftra yrsli message bs al7ein 9arla shahar marsl.

Yom kna n7aki b3'9 w ygoli kalam 7lw aswela capture. W kilha msmyt;ha 
"3bdallah1, 3bdallah2 ketha.."

Kanat kther.

Wallah mak4b 3leikm. Eb yom kint afkr feih. Afkrr mraa. W kint agra 
elklam.

Fj2a arsl message.

"Hey reema I missed you. Shlonk? Inshallah kl shay tamam? Anyway. Feh 
6alab abi a6lba mnk mmkn tswena?"

I missed you ?

Ahh :")

I replied: "il7mdelillah zaina. Wshu il6alab?"

Y3ninni thgela:).

He replied: "golely eb wshu k4bt 3leik. Wallllllah kl yom a76 rasi 
afkr wshu elshay hatha. Etha 9dg ttmnenly el5eir golely"

Ma abi agolk. Ma abi.

I replied: "I'm sorry I can't."

He replied: "please?"

I replied: "3bdallah mmkn matrsl messages thany? Tra daym ymskon jwali!"

K4aba. Yaleta yrsl kl yom:")

He replied: "6aib tell me w I won't send anything wallah"

I replied: "agolk shay? Int mak4bt zain? Ana bs ketha glt 3lshan 
mabeik. Zhgt mnk. w gltlk ketha :) 5ala9:)? Irta7t al7ein?:)"

Madri wsh jani yom gltla ketha..

He replied: ":S 7sbeyalllah! Wana kil yom afkr w '9ameeri m2nbni! 
Intii wshu mat7sein? K4ab k4ab 6l3ty inti ilk4aba! :S"

Mat7sein?

:")

T3wr ilklma.

I replied: "ana 7qera ana k4aba ana ananeya ana ma7is ana kil shay. 
Wint ilmalak il6ahir ilmskeen ilmajro7=))~ "

He replied: "9idig 7qeera! Majnoona wallah il3a'6eem. Madri shlon 
maknt ashof halashya2 feik gbl:S! W lw sm7ti 5la9 lat7akeni tra my gf 
bdt tt'9ayag! "

Ouch.

His gf bdt tt'9ayag. :")

5ala9 lat7akena reema 9idig. Esfaheh.

Days passed normally..

Mar shahar b3d halsalfa.

Ma7akni abad.

Kna bel finals.

Hathy ely gbl km shahr.

Kan weekend 7ag ilisbo3 ilthani.

3ly physics saturday.

I was studying.

Madri leish halyom bel4at kil madrs at5yla gidamy..

Eshtgtla.. :")

Wallah il3a'6em eshtgtla.. :")

Daym knt a97a algah mrsly. "Yallah wake up ishtgtlk:(" w mlyon ping.

May7gli ashtagla?

Fgdtah.. Fgdt swalefa..

Fgdt yom yf9l.. Daym kan yf9l.. =)):")

Fgdt kl shay..

Ma7sa hou nfsa 7g al7ein..

Ygoli 7aqera w ananeya w mjnona.. Mb nfsa 3bdallah il9dgi..

I need him :")

'9ayg 9dri :")

I hate physics :")

Kil maft7 ilkitab at5yl wjha.

A7akeh?

La reema wsh btgolen?

Bs eshtgtla!

Abgola ay shay!

*tra feh shway tmel7 hina:$=)). Knt abi asolf m3ah eb ay 6reega.=))*

Arsltla message.

"Hey 3bdallah shlonk. 3ndi mushkila mmkn tsa3dni feha please?"

He replied: "sure. Wshi?"

Sure? :")

I replied: " awal shay ana mb mjnona wallahx_x."

He replied: "I'm sorry maknt ag9d wallahx_x"

I replied: "its ok:p elmushkila ena fe wa7da 3ndha e5tibar physic w 
kil mat7awl tdrs tt5yl wajhk wsh tswi?"

Tmelllla7 le ab3ad il7douddd! =))

He replied: "loool solfy 6aib etha tben;;)"

I replied: "3adi?"

He replied: "yes."

W your gf?

Maybe 9a7 nfs magilt awal mra. Ma3nda gf. Bs gal ketha ybi yghrni?

We talked and talked..

Abdullah: "tdren ena swet copy before you delete me lel chat history. 
W kil yom agrah:p"

Ya3ni you still love me? :")

Me: "hahaha:p"

Magiltla 3la salft ilcapture.

Galy ena kl esbo3 a7akeh mara. Bema eny kl madrs afkr feih.

Me: 3bdallah w your girlfriend?

Abdullah: wshfeha?

Me: ebtr'9a 3la ena kl esbo3 mra?

Kint abeeih ygoli enha mb 9dgeyya..
Goll.. Goll ana bs gilt ketha abeik t'3arein goll please..

Abdullah: ma agolha

:S

Ohh ya3ni ana al7ein kni 4eik elbitch 7gt awl?

Ketha galha. Magol il reema.

Me: la may9eir! Golha

Abdullah: a5af tz3al

Me: la golha. Lat5bi 3nha shay

Abdullah: I know

Ya3ni kli tbn w malk sh'3l :)

Abdullah: okay abgolha l7'6a

5 minutes later.

Abdullah: galat la

Me: I knew it. Lw ana mkanha kan sweit ketha b3d:p

Abdullah: I'm sorry

Me: its ok:*

Abdullah: 9a7 ely sweteh mu shway bs m3ztk eb galbi b3dha mwjoda.

Ana sweit?

Me: thankyou:)

Abdullah: bs 3la il7ub. I'm sorry a7bha hy akthar w I'm sure ina hy 
t7bni akthar mnk, wgft m3y bel ftra ele r7ti w 5leteny bl7ali.

:)

Me: alllah y5lekum il ba3'9 w y7bbkum eb b3'9 akthar wakthar:*

Abdullah: thanks

Me: :*

End of the story. Matwq3 bykon beina shay b3d ketha..

I didn't study 6b3an. Tdron wsh sweit may7taj agol:)..

Nimt. W r7t ilmdrsa ketha mndon mu4akara.

Yom rj3t.

Lgeta mrsly message.

"Etha rj3ti tell me. Feh shay abi agolk eyah."

Ba3ad?

Mashb3 shkla.

Arsltla message. "Rj3t."

He replied: " I think you have to know. Abswi 3mleya. B3d two weeks"

Leish I have to know?

I replied: "allah ygwmk belslama yarab"

Maknt abi a5th wa36y m3ah.

He replied: "reema 5ayif mara. Nsbt naja7 il3amaleya 40% bs :S"

I replied: "lat5af inshallah mafeik ela il3afya. 3mleyat wshu?"

He replied: "t4krein yom sawet 7adith awal?"

I replied: "ee?"

He replied: "76oly shay brjli eb mkan '3ala6 w al7ein lazm yshelona."

7aram.

I replied: "slamttk. Allah ygwmk belslama yarab"

He replied: "allah yslmk"

I replied: "Leish I have to know?:p"

He replied: "mdri ketha bs :p"

I replied: "aha:p"

Kan feh blsana 7ki. A3rfa yom ybi ygol shay.

Bs he didn't say anything.

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A7bich 9degti iljdeda :$

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Me: 3bdallah weink

Abdullah: leih shfteny ? *laughing*

Me: la bs abi aji

Abdullah: laduree.

:')

Sikat shway

Abdullah: allo

Me: abgol il omy lw r'9t abji

Abdullah: 6aib 7bebti

Me: bye

Abdullah: bye

..

Wsh draha ilbnt?

Hy m3ah y3ni?

La lw m3ah makan galy t3ali

Ymkn galha ana bro7 hnak

La reema wshfeik lat9dgenha n9aba hathy t'3ar. 

Bs shlon drat!

M3gol 3bdallah ketha?

Ya3ni 9a7 klamha? May7bni?

Lazm a7akeh lw g3dt afkr akthar mn ketha abmot 9idig!

I called him.

Abdullah: ha wsh galat

Me: umm 3bdallah m3k a7ad?

Abdullah: eeh a97abi bs ma3leik agolhm yro7on

Me: la bs lni abeik eb salfa agolha al7ein 3adi?

Abdullah: eeh goly

Me: t4kr awal ma 7akena ba3a'9?

Abdullah: eeh?

Me: s2ltny wsh ilashya2 ely tkrhenha eb ay sha59?

Abdullah: eeh?

Me: t4kr wshi?

Abdullah: la wallah nseit

Me: gltlk ilk4b. W two faced people.

Abdullah: eeh 9a7

Me: 6aib. W leish k4bt?

Abdullah: ha

Me: leish k4bt 3ly 3bdallah

Abdullah: eb wshu k4bt 3leik?

Mabi agola.. Keif agola ent wa95? T3awr ilgalb. Magdar agolha. Magdr agola ent 5ayn. wallah mat6la3 mn lsani..

Me: mu muhim. Elmuhim leish

Abdullah: shlon mu muhim ela muhim abi a3rf eb wshu k4bt

Sikat.

Abdullah: golyy yallah

Me: 3bdallah shwy waklmk

Abdullah: golely gbl eb wshu k4bt

Me: shwy aklmk bye

Skrt.

I cried.

Mabi agola w y9eir nfs awal, w mabi askit w y'6l ysweha kil mara. 

Agola wela magola..? 

W '6leeit afkir..

Faj2a I've got an idea.

I called him.

Abdullah: allo

Me: 3bdallah b3dk eb laduree?

Abdullah: eeh

Me: shway w jaya latro7

Abdullah: 6aib

I have to tell him.

Bdalt w I wore my abaya w r7t.

Mama ma kanat bel beit arslt laha message.

"Mama I'm going to dinner with sara mar7 at25r:*"

Ri7t.

7aketa gltla eny jet.

Abdullah: t3aly jwa ra7u a97abi 

Me: feh nas kther?

Abdullah: la 

D5lt. Ashwa mb mra nas kther. 

G3dt w kan '6ahri eb wajh ilnas. Ya3ni lw d5l a7ad mayshofni.

Mag3d m3ah ketha ela naderan. Lma ykon feh shay '9rory.

Abdullah: yallah golely eb wshu k4bt tra ash'3lty bali

Me: ma3leik mn wshu k4bt. fe mw'9o3 thani abgolk eyah

Abdullah: wshu ba3ad

Bsmillah..

Me: umm 3bdallah ent t7bni 9a7?

Abdullah: eeh

Me: w t5af 3ly?

Abdullah: eeh akeid

Me: 6aib tadri ena ely 7na ga3den ensaweeh hatha 7aram?

Abdullah: mafhmt. Wsh ely nsweeh?

Me: 3alqtna

Abdullah: na3am?

Me: 3laqtna 7aram 3bdallah. May9eir en7aki ba3a'9 ketha

Abdullah: twk tdrein ena 7aram mashallah 3leik

Me: 7aram w '3ala6, wana mu mst3da a5sar thiqat ahli 3lshan halshay

Abdullah: '3ala6?

Me: eeh

Abdullah: mn ila5ir?

I looked at him.

Wshu mn ila5r?

Me: mn ila5r. Ena manklm ba3a'9, bgalna two years w b3dha t9eir 3laqtna bel 7alal inshallah

Abdullah: leish twk etgolen reema? B3d ma 3lgteni feik?

Me: 3lbalk ana mat3lgt feik ba3ad? Bs mabi a5sar thiqat ahli. 3bdallah matrdi wsh mmkn y9eir etha a7ad 3rf hlshay

Sikat.

Me: 3bdallah please abeik etsa3dni. Bel3ks tara bnkon mshtagein il b3'9 etha tzwjna. lw swena ketha

Mard.

Me: asfa bs wallah a5af

Abdullah: wshu ely k4bt 3leik feh?

I looked at the ground.

Abdullah: 6al3eeny golely wshu

Me: mb lazm agolk

Abdullah: ella lazm

Me: 3bdallah ana jaya agolk hlkalam etha wafagt 7yak allah etha ma wafagt eb keifk

Abdullah: ya3ni mashfty wsh 9ar 4ak ilyom?

Me: ohh ya3ni hatha tahdeid? 

Mard.

Me: Swyy ely taby. Bs wallah il3a'6em en sawet;ha thani 3bdallah enssa ena yjma3na beit wa7d mara thanya, mabi a3eish ma3 wa7d wa95

Jet abgom.

Msk edi. EBGWA.

Abdullah: esm3eeny reema. Wa3ad en ma lgeteny gidam beitkm b3d two years makon 3bdallah

:''')

I smiled.

Eeh hatha elyy abeiih:'')

Abdullah: w traa 3mrk mar7 tlgein wa7d y7bk kthri wallah. Lw drti kl ildnya mar7 tlgein

Trk edi.

I smiled. W r7t.

Il7mdelillah. Hatha ely abeih:")

Rj3t elbeit, I was happy w sad eb nfs ilwgt.
Sad lna ma3d ab7akeih. W happy lna fhmni, fhm wsh abi.

I deleted him eb bbm.

Nimt.

I woke up next morning lgeit sms mna.

"Reema I can't walllah! I give up magdar a3eish ebdonk reema wallah. Allah y5leek reema please magdar ketha. Mb gadr anam wallah il3'6em. PLEEEASE"

:")

I replied: " 3bdallah ent ely please. Ana musta7eil arja3. Mabi a9eir ketha! "

He replied: "Wtgolen enk t7beni ajal?" 

I replied: "a7bk bs magdar."

He replied: "leiiih matgdreen:S??"

W '6l yrsl messages wana a9ida.

..

Kan byro7 london hou bel ejaza.

Fa w hou ray7 kan yrsli ba3ad..

"Abro7. Abngl3:) ebtftkein mny!"

I'm in LA now. Zahag mb 6be3i. 

Sara msafra ma3 obuoha w mu msh3'la ilbbm.

W khalid 3inda dawam. Ya3ni manshofa ela belleil.

Il9b7 mama w deema y6l3on, ana akon nayma.

Sometimes at'3da m3hum bra, w sometimes la makon jou3ana.

W bel leil a7aki sara skype. 

W naderan ma a6la3.

Mama: al7eein hathyy ely kanat myta tbi tro7 LA w ketha ga3da. 

Me: ma3jbtni

Mama: wein r7ti inti a9lan 3lshan t3jbk? Ymma t3aly m3ay mu t7ben elsoug? Ashya2hum et;habil hina matlgen nfs;ha bel riyadh. T3aly abshtrelk ely tbeena

Me: mabi mali 5ilg

W 3ala hal7al kil yom.

9idig makan ly 5lg shay.

3rftw sh3our lma tkonen mt3wda 3la shay kil yom? W fj2a y5tfi.  

G3dna two weeks, knha two years mn il6fash.

7ta belriyadh maknt a6la3. Bas beit mama lulwah, beit sara w beit 3my. Maknt aby ashofa lna kil mkan aro7a y3rfa, w kan yro7a daym. 

Makint ashtehi akil shay. W mali 5ilg to do my homeworks. Makan ly 5lg shay abad.

Days passed 3la hal7al..

I woke up one day, and I found a message mn unknown number.

"Hey reema shlonk:*. Ana msha3il e5t 3bdallah, I took your number mn jwal 3bdallah:p, madri wsh 9ar beinkm bs 7aram 3bdallah y7bik wallah 7aram etswein feh ketha. Wallah 7alta t3wr ilgalb. Please reema etha kan mswy shay sam7eeh. Kilna n'3la6 sam7eh 3la hathy bas. Please mabe 7alta t9eir aswa2 allah y5lek."

:")

Wsh agolha? :")

Mar7 tfham ana wsh abi.

W mabi agolha 3bdallah wsh swa.

Mardeit 3leha.

Belbdaya kan 3bdallah kl yom yrsl b3da 9ar kl 3 ayam b3da kl esbo3. Al7ein 9ar kl shahar taqreban.

W mrrt ilayam.. 9arlna two months al7ein.

Arsly message.

"Hey bs kint abslm 3leik wagolik ena il7mdelillah lgeit wa7da a7san mnk w t7bni akthr mnk, w I hope ena allah ys5rlk wld il7alal inti ba3ad, w yswi ely ana magdrt asweh, w tglein feh elashya2 ely malgeteha feny. Bs feh shay gahrni lal7en, wshu elshay ely k4bt 3lek feh? Please tell me."

What? Lgeit wa7da? W7da ya3ni bnt 9a7? 

A7sn mnk. W t7bni akthr mnk.

Mafhmt the word "lgeit"?

Ya3ni kint etdwr?

W elwa3ad ely w3dtni eyah?

Mu gilt eb tlgeny gidam beitkm b3d two years?

Ma amdana two months w "lgeit" '3eiry?

Ma9dig.

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'6let ga3da.

Ja b3d shway.

Fahad: leish glti awal enk t7beni?

Me: mita gilt

Fahad: maglti bs kl shay etsweena ygol ketha, blshargeya blsupermarket, blshaleh, bl6yara, daym knti tswen 7rkat etgol enk t7beni. Leish

Me: asfa etha ent fhmt ketha.

Fahad: reema inti matfhmen? Ana a7bk reema wallah

Me: bs ana ma7bk fahad. Int nfs khalid

Skt.

Me: wallah. Mat5ylk '3eir ketha. 

Ra7.

Keifah! mb '39b!

Days passed normally.

Bdt ildirasa.

9arlna ana w 3bdallah al7ein 3 months w 2 weeks.

3bdallah kan ilmfro'9 yro7 iljam3a bs sa7ab halsemester.

One day lulu kant 3ndi blbeit.

Kina nsolif. W jt salft m7md.

Me: eeh 9a7 wsh 9ar 3lekum?

Lulu: ma9ar shay

Me: ma7aketeh?

Lulu: la 6b3n. Mb mjnona ana a7akeh

Me: wshd5l mjnona?

Lulu: ay wa7d yg3d ytmela7 a36eh wajh? W b3dein inti t3rfen ana wsh agol 3n ely yklmon. Sara 9degtk 9rt ma7tak m3ha kther b3d salft waleed.

Me: 7ram sara w waleed y7bon b3'9 mb bs ketha

Lulu: wlw. Y7bha yji y56bha. 

Me: twhhm 9'3ar shlon y56bha

Lulu: etha 9dg y7bha may7akeha. Ygolha e9bri km sna w a56bk. W ynt'6ron b3'9 km sana. Hatha il7ub il9dgi. Mb yg3d y7akeha w 5rabe6. 

Me: yg3d y7akeha w b3d km sna y56bha. Nfs ilshy

She laughed.

Lulu: sara 9f kam?

Me: thany

Lulu: yg3d y7akeha two years?

Me: eeh 3adi

Lulu: at7dak ygdron y7akon b3'9 two years

Me: mafhmt

Lulu: mar7 ykmlon m3 b3'9 9dgeeni

Me: est'3frlllah. Ela yarab ykmlon

Lulu: wallah mar7 ykmlon. W hatha wajhi en '6lo y7akon b3'9 w tzwju bel nihaya

Me: leish mt2kda ymkn ytzwjon

Lulu: mafi walad y7aki bnt w tstmr 3laqt;hum akthar mn km shahar. Sna akthar shay!

Lulu: ana etha b'3et a7ib. Ab7ib wana eb sin zawaj. Wana 3agla w kbera. W ely a7ba kber mb bzr twa. 3lshan ntzwj w nnhy ilgi9a bel 7alal.

W '6lt tsolif..

Ra7at.

Nzlt ta7at 3nd omy.

Kanat ettab3 moslsal.

Ja mq6a3 ena bnt ma3 5weyha w mdri wshy9eir lhum.. -.-

Mama: allllaaah ystr 3la bnati yarab *mn galb!*

Mama: ymma reema intbhi tra hlzmn may5lon a7ad, la tmashen ay wa7da blmdrsa

Me: lat5afen 3ly mama trbetk ana. 

Eeh yln9aba..

Mama: adri enk trbeti bs ilzmn hatha y5wf. Wallah kl mat6l3ein mkan ag3d afkr lein matrj3ein. 

I kissed her forehead

Me: lat5afen 3ly. 

Mama: wallah ymma ana ma6l3t beldnya hathi ela feik inti w e5wank. Obuk allah yhdeh mn w intm 9'3ar w hw bhal sh'3l. 7ta bel36la maygdar yg3d ktha lazm yswi shay. W m5leeny ana shayla hmkum. 

I smiled.

Mama: Il7mdelillah khalid 7bebi al7ein rjal w yfham. Bs inty mama 3mrk y5wf. Eb hl3mr may5lon a7ad. Wdi a76k b3yoni lein matkbren w t9eren 3aqla w b3dein a6l3k

I laughed. 

Me: yaleet

I hugged her.

Me: mama ana abnam tben shay?

Mama: la 7bebti slamtk. T9b7en 3la 5eir

Me: winti mn ahla.

'6ag 9dri mrra!

Sm3t ashya2 t3wr ilgalb kther ilyom.

Ak4b 3leekum etha gltlkm ena eb hal leila nimt.

Kint afkr.

Lw omy 3rft ena ana a7aki 3bdallah. Wsh by9eir feha? 

T5ylt horrible things!

6aib w ely asweh ystahil? 

Eeh ystahil ana a7iba.

Sm3ty wsh galat lulu?

Golela t3al i56bni b3d two years.

Bs magdar ma a7akeh, t3wdt 3leih. 

:')

Nimt.

Days passed normally, ana w 3bdallah nmot 3la b3'9. W ma nt;hawash kther il7mdelillah.

Kina eb october.

B3d one week ijazat el7j. 

Bnro7 feha los angeles 3nd khalid.

Kint a7aki 3bdallah.

Abdallah: feh wa7da dgt 3ly ilyom il9b7 madri wsh tbi

Me: wsh galat?

Abdullah: tgoly ana a3rf reema

Me: shlon t3rfni

Abdullah: madri inti gayla il a7ad?

Me: sara w lama w nouf bs ydron

Abdullah: w klhum wathqa fehum?

Me: eeh. Bs nouf madri

Abdullah: wshu

Me: t;hawsht m3ha awal yom ri7na elshargeya bs ma'6n tgol

Abdullah: es2leeha shofy

Me: eeh inshallah abs2alha

B3d n9 sa3a ymkn. 

Someone called me. Rgm ma3rfa.

Me: alo

..: elslamu3lykm

9ot bnt.

Me: wa3lykum elslam. Men?

The girl: reema?

Me: eeh. Men inti?

The girl: shlonk

Me: b5eir il7mdelillah

The girl: maby a6wl 3leik. Bs abgolik shay lazm t3rfena

Me: tf'9ly goly

The girl: inti t3rfen wa7d esma 3bdallah?

Me: 3bdallah wshu?

The girl: 3bdallah Al**

Ism abdullah.

Me: la ma3rfa

The girl: latk4bein

Me: na3am

The girl: k4aba t3rfena

Me: wsh tben inti bl'9b6

The girl: t3rfena wela la?

Me: mu sh'3lk

The girl: ya3ni t3rfena

Me: esm3eeny ana mb fa'9ytlk. Bye

Skrt.

Wired. 

Men hathy?

Hathy ely 3bdallah ygol 3nha. Bs mb 9ot nouf. :/

I bbmed 3bdallah w gltla.

Abdullah: 7ata ana ketha galtly

Me: mb 9ot nouf hatha

Abdullah: men ajal?

Me: madri

Abdullah: mt2kda maglty il a7ad

Me: mt2kdda :s

Abdullah: :s

..

B3d 10 minutes.

Jani message mn nfs elrgm.

"Hey reema, etha F'9ETY egry il message lina lazm t3rfen. Ana a3rf 3bdallah mn gabl may3rfk 7ata. Bs g63na 3laqtna. W gbl fatra 7akani w galy abi ashofk w I need you w ketha. W t3rfen 3ad ri7tla w mag9rt m3ah. Kan mrra mt'9ayg mbyn 3leih. Makint a3rf ena y7ibk. Bs gabl esbo3 ba3ad 7akani w ri7tla. W galy 3leik. 9dg 7seitk 5bla t7beena mra. etha taben I have pictures ly ana wyah. Lma ri7tla last week. Hahaha winti mskeena 3balk 3bdallah el7beb elmo5li9 elwafy, a9dg hlklam 3la kil 3yal eldnya ella 3bdallah. Hw weina w wein el7ub =))! This is my number etha 3ndk ay estfsar :* -fa3elat 5eir." 

9rt arjf.

La hatha mu 9dg.

I pressed the red button w rj3t d5lt elmessages thani. 

9dg.

Elmessage 9dgi. 

La tk4ib ilbnt.

Lat9dgeenha reema.

Mn ely galta 7seit;ha bitch. Wei3!

As2l abdullah?

Wsh agola?

I bbmed him.

Me: 3bdallah

Abdullah: hala

Me: last week. Wein r7t?

Abdullah: mafhmt

Me: goly kl yom bl'9b6 wein r7t

Abdullah: leish?

Me: b3dein agolk bs gol

Abdullah: saturday ri7t elgym, sunday 6l3t m3 a5weyay, monday ... 

Gali kil elisbo3.

Klhum 9a7.

A4kr galy ana abro7hum.

Me: aha

Abdullah: leish ts2len?

Me: bs :p

..

Arslt lha message.

"LOOOL il'6ahr inti wa7da t'3aren mnna. Il7mdelillah ana w 3bdallah nmot 3la b3'9. W 3bdallah mosta7el y5oni. w lat7awlen tra ma 7krti feny shay. I love him. W we'll get married etha t5rjt inshallah. W moty gahar. :*"

B3d 5 minutes.

She replied: 
"A'3ar? La 7bebtti kfwwk 3bdallah. Bl3afya 3leik ana shiba3t mnna. Ana abi ely a7san mnna;) mnzenah hou! W I'll make sure ina a7'9ar 3rskum inshallah. W mbrok muqdman lol"

2 second later.

"Wetha 3ala ilzawaj. Mafy farg bein elmtzwjen w beiny ana wyah =))"

EWW! W95a!

I replied:
"You're psycho."

I still didn't cry.

Gweya lal7ein.

G3dt afkr.

Lw hatha 9idg 3bdallah. 

Wana ga3da a7akeh. W m'9a7ya eb theqt ahli 3lshana. 

W hou player. 

Wsh by9eir?

She sent a message.

"Do you want me to send a pictures of 7beb ilgalb?"

I replied: "ism3eeny zain, lw arslti ly ay shay thany mar7 y9eirlk 5eir! Mat3rfen ana men trak yalbitch!"

She replied: "3lshan athbit lik. 7beb elgalb al7ein eb laduree :*"

WA95A. 

M3gola 3bdallah ysweeha?

Ma7isa player la!

7aketa.

Beep
Beep
Beep
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Abdullah: hala 7bebti

Me: 3bdallah weink

Abdullah: leih shfteny ? *laughing*

Me: la bs abi aji

Abdullah: laduree.

:')

*to be continued*

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