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I'm sorry kan em3lg shway.

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B3d two months.

Arsly message.

"Hey bs kint abslm 3leik wagolik ena il7mdelillah lgeit wa7da a7san 
mnk w t7bni akthr mnk, w I hope ena allah ys5rlk wld il7alal inti 
ba3ad, w yswi ely ana magdrt asweh, w tglein feh elashya2 ely 
malgeteha feny. Bs feh shay gahrni lal7en, wshu elshay ely k4bt 3lek 
feh? Please tell me."

Ma3rft wsh aswi.

Ymkn yk4b 3ly ybeni a'3ar bs?

Musta7eil! Kan ymot 3ly shlon ketha eb shahrein lga '3eiry?

Eeh akeid yk4b.

I replied: "il7mdelillah allah ys3dkum yarab. Amen bs ana mafkir eny 
a7ib al7ein. Abi ashid 7eily bel dirasa 3lshan a9eir doctor:p. W I'm 
sorry magdr agolk eb wshu k4bt. Lna mar7 y'3yr shy:*"

He replied: "7akena ahl ilbnt w 7jzoly eyaha w abstnaha lein mat5l9 w 
bnkml bra inshallah*-*. Please golellly reeema! Mar7 y'3yr shy belnsba 
lik! Lat9erein ananeyah reema please!"

7jzolk eyaha? Mashallah.

I replied: "5ala9 3bdallah tra az3jtni! Manib gayla w int;hena. :)"

He replied: "twni adri enk ananeyah! Bs mb '3areb 3leik!:)"

Ouch.

I cried a lot that night.

Ananeyah? I did everything 3lshank! W tgoli ananeyah?

Maydri ena lw a7ad dra. Bya54on kl shay mny. W I'll never talk to him 
again?

Maydri ena 3rft ena wa95 bs b3dni abeih?

Lw hw 3rf eny '9a7akt. '9a7akt bs! il wa7d, ymkn may7akeni abad.

Bs ma3leina. Ananeyah.

I replied: "eeeh ananeyah:)"

He replied: "tdrein ena omy mare'9a mara, w zawaj e5ty greib. W 
ilmshakil kilha. Matgdrein t9brein shwy?! Hathi mb ananeyah?"

:)

*oma 3ndaha cancer allah yshfeha yarab. Ed3olha please..*

I replied: "etha g3dt m3k mar7 ashfi omk wala ra7 a7l mshaklik. W 
b3dein ana magilt ana mb ananeyah. Eeh ananeyah:)."

He replied: "madri shlon knt a7sbk et7beni eb yom mn ilayam:)"

I replied: "DRAMA YARABEEH! Ee makint a7bk. Akrhkkk wshraykk:)?"

Ghrni. Wshu knt a7sbk et7beni?:")

Latg3d ttkalam wint matdri ana leih sweit kl hatha.

Skrt jwali. Mali 5lga.

W b3dein 9idig hou drama bzyada. 5la9 mu lgeit '3eiry? Leih t7akeni w 
t3atbni b3d?

Ughhhh!

Ent ilanany wallah mb ana!

Bdl maygoli eeh sha6ra kbrti eb 3einy.

Wallah mu m9dga. Kna 7ilm. :")

W3dtnii 3bdallah! May9eir matofy eb w3dk! :")

Allah ysam7a.

3adi allah by3w'9ni inshallah..

I told sara awal. W 3adi kan her reaction. Lni gltlha 3la "ilwa3ad" 
ely w3dni eyah.

I called her mn jwali ilthany.

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Sara: yahala bel 7ub

Me: sara 3bdallah maybeni *crying*

Sara: ha

Me: arsli message gali lgeit wa7da a7sn mnk *crying*

Sara: reema mnjdik wla tmz7ein

Me: wshu amz7 mnjdi sara *crying*

Sara: leish 6aib mu galk abji beitkm b3d snten w mdri wshu

Me: eeeeh hatha hou ilso2al ele ma3rft ejabta, he promised me sara 
*crying*

Sara: reema wgfi 9ya7 w 7akeni zy ilnas

Wgft.

Sara: yallah fhmeny

I told her kil shay.

Sara: allllahwakbr 3leeih. Ma amdaah

I cried thany..

Sara: BAS YA7MARA LAT9E7EIN. A9lan hou kalb maystahlk wallah maystahil 
sha3ra mnk halwa95

Me: sara ygoli ananeyah wana mswya kil shay 3shana

Sara: alllah ya54a yarab

Me: latd3ein 3leih sara 7aram

Sara: b3dk etdaf3ein?

Me: 7aram. Allah ya54a? w oma w 5wata ? 7aram 3leik

Sara: 6aib ana il9b7 abjeik. Magdr al7ein namu kilhum. Abeik tfhmeni 
ilsalfa thany

Bkrah jum3a.

Me: inshallah

Sara: reema latz3lein. Trah 7ywan wallah maystahlik wallah

W '6lt tsolf lein manmt:").

A7ibha wallah il3a'6em:").


Days passed normally.

Shahar.

Shahrein.

Thalath shhor.

Arba3 shhor.

9arlna six months.

Bein kl fatra w ftra yrsli message bs al7ein 9arla shahar marsl.

Yom kna n7aki b3'9 w ygoli kalam 7lw aswela capture. W kilha msmyt;ha 
"3bdallah1, 3bdallah2 ketha.."

Kanat kther.

Wallah mak4b 3leikm. Eb yom kint afkr feih. Afkrr mraa. W kint agra 
elklam.

Fj2a arsl message.

"Hey reema I missed you. Shlonk? Inshallah kl shay tamam? Anyway. Feh 
6alab abi a6lba mnk mmkn tswena?"

I missed you ?

Ahh :")

I replied: "il7mdelillah zaina. Wshu il6alab?"

Y3ninni thgela:).

He replied: "golely eb wshu k4bt 3leik. Wallllllah kl yom a76 rasi 
afkr wshu elshay hatha. Etha 9dg ttmnenly el5eir golely"

Ma abi agolk. Ma abi.

I replied: "I'm sorry I can't."

He replied: "please?"

I replied: "3bdallah mmkn matrsl messages thany? Tra daym ymskon jwali!"

K4aba. Yaleta yrsl kl yom:")

He replied: "6aib tell me w I won't send anything wallah"

I replied: "agolk shay? Int mak4bt zain? Ana bs ketha glt 3lshan 
mabeik. Zhgt mnk. w gltlk ketha :) 5ala9:)? Irta7t al7ein?:)"

Madri wsh jani yom gltla ketha..

He replied: ":S 7sbeyalllah! Wana kil yom afkr w '9ameeri m2nbni! 
Intii wshu mat7sein? K4ab k4ab 6l3ty inti ilk4aba! :S"

Mat7sein?

:")

T3wr ilklma.

I replied: "ana 7qera ana k4aba ana ananeya ana ma7is ana kil shay. 
Wint ilmalak il6ahir ilmskeen ilmajro7=))~ "

He replied: "9idig 7qeera! Majnoona wallah il3a'6eem. Madri shlon 
maknt ashof halashya2 feik gbl:S! W lw sm7ti 5la9 lat7akeni tra my gf 
bdt tt'9ayag! "

Ouch.

His gf bdt tt'9ayag. :")

5ala9 lat7akena reema 9idig. Esfaheh.

Days passed normally..

Mar shahar b3d halsalfa.

Ma7akni abad.

Kna bel finals.

Hathy ely gbl km shahr.

Kan weekend 7ag ilisbo3 ilthani.

3ly physics saturday.

I was studying.

Madri leish halyom bel4at kil madrs at5yla gidamy..

Eshtgtla.. :")

Wallah il3a'6em eshtgtla.. :")

Daym knt a97a algah mrsly. "Yallah wake up ishtgtlk:(" w mlyon ping.

May7gli ashtagla?

Fgdtah.. Fgdt swalefa..

Fgdt yom yf9l.. Daym kan yf9l.. =)):")

Fgdt kl shay..

Ma7sa hou nfsa 7g al7ein..

Ygoli 7aqera w ananeya w mjnona.. Mb nfsa 3bdallah il9dgi..

I need him :")

'9ayg 9dri :")

I hate physics :")

Kil maft7 ilkitab at5yl wjha.

A7akeh?

La reema wsh btgolen?

Bs eshtgtla!

Abgola ay shay!

*tra feh shway tmel7 hina:$=)). Knt abi asolf m3ah eb ay 6reega.=))*

Arsltla message.

"Hey 3bdallah shlonk. 3ndi mushkila mmkn tsa3dni feha please?"

He replied: "sure. Wshi?"

Sure? :")

I replied: " awal shay ana mb mjnona wallahx_x."

He replied: "I'm sorry maknt ag9d wallahx_x"

I replied: "its ok:p elmushkila ena fe wa7da 3ndha e5tibar physic w 
kil mat7awl tdrs tt5yl wajhk wsh tswi?"

Tmelllla7 le ab3ad il7douddd! =))

He replied: "loool solfy 6aib etha tben;;)"

I replied: "3adi?"

He replied: "yes."

W your gf?

Maybe 9a7 nfs magilt awal mra. Ma3nda gf. Bs gal ketha ybi yghrni?

We talked and talked..

Abdullah: "tdren ena swet copy before you delete me lel chat history. 
W kil yom agrah:p"

Ya3ni you still love me? :")

Me: "hahaha:p"

Magiltla 3la salft ilcapture.

Galy ena kl esbo3 a7akeh mara. Bema eny kl madrs afkr feih.

Me: 3bdallah w your girlfriend?

Abdullah: wshfeha?

Me: ebtr'9a 3la ena kl esbo3 mra?

Kint abeeih ygoli enha mb 9dgeyya..
Goll.. Goll ana bs gilt ketha abeik t'3arein goll please..

Abdullah: ma agolha

:S

Ohh ya3ni ana al7ein kni 4eik elbitch 7gt awl?

Ketha galha. Magol il reema.

Me: la may9eir! Golha

Abdullah: a5af tz3al

Me: la golha. Lat5bi 3nha shay

Abdullah: I know

Ya3ni kli tbn w malk sh'3l :)

Abdullah: okay abgolha l7'6a

5 minutes later.

Abdullah: galat la

Me: I knew it. Lw ana mkanha kan sweit ketha b3d:p

Abdullah: I'm sorry

Me: its ok:*

Abdullah: 9a7 ely sweteh mu shway bs m3ztk eb galbi b3dha mwjoda.

Ana sweit?

Me: thankyou:)

Abdullah: bs 3la il7ub. I'm sorry a7bha hy akthar w I'm sure ina hy 
t7bni akthar mnk, wgft m3y bel ftra ele r7ti w 5leteny bl7ali.

:)

Me: alllah y5lekum il ba3'9 w y7bbkum eb b3'9 akthar wakthar:*

Abdullah: thanks

Me: :*

End of the story. Matwq3 bykon beina shay b3d ketha..

I didn't study 6b3an. Tdron wsh sweit may7taj agol:)..

Nimt. W r7t ilmdrsa ketha mndon mu4akara.

Yom rj3t.

Lgeta mrsly message.

"Etha rj3ti tell me. Feh shay abi agolk eyah."

Ba3ad?

Mashb3 shkla.

Arsltla message. "Rj3t."

He replied: " I think you have to know. Abswi 3mleya. B3d two weeks"

Leish I have to know?

I replied: "allah ygwmk belslama yarab"

Maknt abi a5th wa36y m3ah.

He replied: "reema 5ayif mara. Nsbt naja7 il3amaleya 40% bs :S"

I replied: "lat5af inshallah mafeik ela il3afya. 3mleyat wshu?"

He replied: "t4krein yom sawet 7adith awal?"

I replied: "ee?"

He replied: "76oly shay brjli eb mkan '3ala6 w al7ein lazm yshelona."

7aram.

I replied: "slamttk. Allah ygwmk belslama yarab"

He replied: "allah yslmk"

I replied: "Leish I have to know?:p"

He replied: "mdri ketha bs :p"

I replied: "aha:p"

Kan feh blsana 7ki. A3rfa yom ybi ygol shay.

Bs he didn't say anything.

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