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A7bich 9degti iljdeda :$

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Me: 3bdallah weink

Abdullah: leih shfteny ? *laughing*

Me: la bs abi aji

Abdullah: laduree.

:')

Sikat shway

Abdullah: allo

Me: abgol il omy lw r'9t abji

Abdullah: 6aib 7bebti

Me: bye

Abdullah: bye

..

Wsh draha ilbnt?

Hy m3ah y3ni?

La lw m3ah makan galy t3ali

Ymkn galha ana bro7 hnak

La reema wshfeik lat9dgenha n9aba hathy t'3ar. 

Bs shlon drat!

M3gol 3bdallah ketha?

Ya3ni 9a7 klamha? May7bni?

Lazm a7akeh lw g3dt afkr akthar mn ketha abmot 9idig!

I called him.

Abdullah: ha wsh galat

Me: umm 3bdallah m3k a7ad?

Abdullah: eeh a97abi bs ma3leik agolhm yro7on

Me: la bs lni abeik eb salfa agolha al7ein 3adi?

Abdullah: eeh goly

Me: t4kr awal ma 7akena ba3a'9?

Abdullah: eeh?

Me: s2ltny wsh ilashya2 ely tkrhenha eb ay sha59?

Abdullah: eeh?

Me: t4kr wshi?

Abdullah: la wallah nseit

Me: gltlk ilk4b. W two faced people.

Abdullah: eeh 9a7

Me: 6aib. W leish k4bt?

Abdullah: ha

Me: leish k4bt 3ly 3bdallah

Abdullah: eb wshu k4bt 3leik?

Mabi agola.. Keif agola ent wa95? T3awr ilgalb. Magdar agolha. Magdr agola ent 5ayn. wallah mat6la3 mn lsani..

Me: mu muhim. Elmuhim leish

Abdullah: shlon mu muhim ela muhim abi a3rf eb wshu k4bt

Sikat.

Abdullah: golyy yallah

Me: 3bdallah shwy waklmk

Abdullah: golely gbl eb wshu k4bt

Me: shwy aklmk bye

Skrt.

I cried.

Mabi agola w y9eir nfs awal, w mabi askit w y'6l ysweha kil mara. 

Agola wela magola..? 

W '6leeit afkir..

Faj2a I've got an idea.

I called him.

Abdullah: allo

Me: 3bdallah b3dk eb laduree?

Abdullah: eeh

Me: shway w jaya latro7

Abdullah: 6aib

I have to tell him.

Bdalt w I wore my abaya w r7t.

Mama ma kanat bel beit arslt laha message.

"Mama I'm going to dinner with sara mar7 at25r:*"

Ri7t.

7aketa gltla eny jet.

Abdullah: t3aly jwa ra7u a97abi 

Me: feh nas kther?

Abdullah: la 

D5lt. Ashwa mb mra nas kther. 

G3dt w kan '6ahri eb wajh ilnas. Ya3ni lw d5l a7ad mayshofni.

Mag3d m3ah ketha ela naderan. Lma ykon feh shay '9rory.

Abdullah: yallah golely eb wshu k4bt tra ash'3lty bali

Me: ma3leik mn wshu k4bt. fe mw'9o3 thani abgolk eyah

Abdullah: wshu ba3ad

Bsmillah..

Me: umm 3bdallah ent t7bni 9a7?

Abdullah: eeh

Me: w t5af 3ly?

Abdullah: eeh akeid

Me: 6aib tadri ena ely 7na ga3den ensaweeh hatha 7aram?

Abdullah: mafhmt. Wsh ely nsweeh?

Me: 3alqtna

Abdullah: na3am?

Me: 3laqtna 7aram 3bdallah. May9eir en7aki ba3a'9 ketha

Abdullah: twk tdrein ena 7aram mashallah 3leik

Me: 7aram w '3ala6, wana mu mst3da a5sar thiqat ahli 3lshan halshay

Abdullah: '3ala6?

Me: eeh

Abdullah: mn ila5ir?

I looked at him.

Wshu mn ila5r?

Me: mn ila5r. Ena manklm ba3a'9, bgalna two years w b3dha t9eir 3laqtna bel 7alal inshallah

Abdullah: leish twk etgolen reema? B3d ma 3lgteni feik?

Me: 3lbalk ana mat3lgt feik ba3ad? Bs mabi a5sar thiqat ahli. 3bdallah matrdi wsh mmkn y9eir etha a7ad 3rf hlshay

Sikat.

Me: 3bdallah please abeik etsa3dni. Bel3ks tara bnkon mshtagein il b3'9 etha tzwjna. lw swena ketha

Mard.

Me: asfa bs wallah a5af

Abdullah: wshu ely k4bt 3leik feh?

I looked at the ground.

Abdullah: 6al3eeny golely wshu

Me: mb lazm agolk

Abdullah: ella lazm

Me: 3bdallah ana jaya agolk hlkalam etha wafagt 7yak allah etha ma wafagt eb keifk

Abdullah: ya3ni mashfty wsh 9ar 4ak ilyom?

Me: ohh ya3ni hatha tahdeid? 

Mard.

Me: Swyy ely taby. Bs wallah il3a'6em en sawet;ha thani 3bdallah enssa ena yjma3na beit wa7d mara thanya, mabi a3eish ma3 wa7d wa95

Jet abgom.

Msk edi. EBGWA.

Abdullah: esm3eeny reema. Wa3ad en ma lgeteny gidam beitkm b3d two years makon 3bdallah

:''')

I smiled.

Eeh hatha elyy abeiih:'')

Abdullah: w traa 3mrk mar7 tlgein wa7d y7bk kthri wallah. Lw drti kl ildnya mar7 tlgein

Trk edi.

I smiled. W r7t.

Il7mdelillah. Hatha ely abeih:")

Rj3t elbeit, I was happy w sad eb nfs ilwgt.
Sad lna ma3d ab7akeih. W happy lna fhmni, fhm wsh abi.

I deleted him eb bbm.

Nimt.

I woke up next morning lgeit sms mna.

"Reema I can't walllah! I give up magdar a3eish ebdonk reema wallah. Allah y5leek reema please magdar ketha. Mb gadr anam wallah il3'6em. PLEEEASE"

:")

I replied: " 3bdallah ent ely please. Ana musta7eil arja3. Mabi a9eir ketha! "

He replied: "Wtgolen enk t7beni ajal?" 

I replied: "a7bk bs magdar."

He replied: "leiiih matgdreen:S??"

W '6l yrsl messages wana a9ida.

..

Kan byro7 london hou bel ejaza.

Fa w hou ray7 kan yrsli ba3ad..

"Abro7. Abngl3:) ebtftkein mny!"

I'm in LA now. Zahag mb 6be3i. 

Sara msafra ma3 obuoha w mu msh3'la ilbbm.

W khalid 3inda dawam. Ya3ni manshofa ela belleil.

Il9b7 mama w deema y6l3on, ana akon nayma.

Sometimes at'3da m3hum bra, w sometimes la makon jou3ana.

W bel leil a7aki sara skype. 

W naderan ma a6la3.

Mama: al7eein hathyy ely kanat myta tbi tro7 LA w ketha ga3da. 

Me: ma3jbtni

Mama: wein r7ti inti a9lan 3lshan t3jbk? Ymma t3aly m3ay mu t7ben elsoug? Ashya2hum et;habil hina matlgen nfs;ha bel riyadh. T3aly abshtrelk ely tbeena

Me: mabi mali 5ilg

W 3ala hal7al kil yom.

9idig makan ly 5lg shay.

3rftw sh3our lma tkonen mt3wda 3la shay kil yom? W fj2a y5tfi.  

G3dna two weeks, knha two years mn il6fash.

7ta belriyadh maknt a6la3. Bas beit mama lulwah, beit sara w beit 3my. Maknt aby ashofa lna kil mkan aro7a y3rfa, w kan yro7a daym. 

Makint ashtehi akil shay. W mali 5ilg to do my homeworks. Makan ly 5lg shay abad.

Days passed 3la hal7al..

I woke up one day, and I found a message mn unknown number.

"Hey reema shlonk:*. Ana msha3il e5t 3bdallah, I took your number mn jwal 3bdallah:p, madri wsh 9ar beinkm bs 7aram 3bdallah y7bik wallah 7aram etswein feh ketha. Wallah 7alta t3wr ilgalb. Please reema etha kan mswy shay sam7eeh. Kilna n'3la6 sam7eh 3la hathy bas. Please mabe 7alta t9eir aswa2 allah y5lek."

:")

Wsh agolha? :")

Mar7 tfham ana wsh abi.

W mabi agolha 3bdallah wsh swa.

Mardeit 3leha.

Belbdaya kan 3bdallah kl yom yrsl b3da 9ar kl 3 ayam b3da kl esbo3. Al7ein 9ar kl shahar taqreban.

W mrrt ilayam.. 9arlna two months al7ein.

Arsly message.

"Hey bs kint abslm 3leik wagolik ena il7mdelillah lgeit wa7da a7san mnk w t7bni akthr mnk, w I hope ena allah ys5rlk wld il7alal inti ba3ad, w yswi ely ana magdrt asweh, w tglein feh elashya2 ely malgeteha feny. Bs feh shay gahrni lal7en, wshu elshay ely k4bt 3lek feh? Please tell me."

What? Lgeit wa7da? W7da ya3ni bnt 9a7? 

A7sn mnk. W t7bni akthr mnk.

Mafhmt the word "lgeit"?

Ya3ni kint etdwr?

W elwa3ad ely w3dtni eyah?

Mu gilt eb tlgeny gidam beitkm b3d two years?

Ma amdana two months w "lgeit" '3eiry?

Ma9dig.

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